The Bread Smell Crossed the Street

My grandmother baked one thing: a dense caraway loaf nobody has replicated, from a recipe she famously kept 'in her hands', never on paper. The smell of it was her signature — you knew from the pavement whether Gran was baking.

She died six years ago, in November. The first birthday after — March 14th — I woke to the smell of the loaf. Fully, insistently: warm crust, scorched caraway, that faint tang her kitchen always had. I cried, assumed grief was doing chemistry in my head, and mentioned it to no one until my husband came downstairs asking what I'd baked at seven in the morning.

We searched the house for a source that year and every year since. Nothing bakes. The oven is cold, the bin is clean, no neighbour on our side has ever produced anything resembling it. It arrives on the morning of the 14th, hangs around most strongly near the hallway — where she used to make us stand and inhale before we were allowed in — and fades by early afternoon.