The Grain Elevator Kept A Record Nobody Wanted
The weighbridge logs every load. On the night of my missing hour it logged my truck twice, four minutes apart, with the same weight.
The weighbridge logs every load. On the night of my missing hour it logged my truck twice, four minutes apart, with the same weight.
I thought I could handle a walled old town with a paper map and some confidence. Six hours later I was crying next to a tannery, out of water, and a boy on a bicycle became the only reason I got out.
I work the night ferry. On 3 November we docked twenty minutes late with full fuel, a calm sea, and thirty-one passengers who all remember a different crossing.
I woke at 2 a.m. from a dream of brown water carrying our street's bins and moved my car uphill, feeling foolish. By breakfast the road was a river on the news.
It was too tall and too thin and it was collecting our windfall apples, one at a time, with terrible politeness.
A man across the street was waving enthusiastically, so I waved back the whole way down the block. He was waving at the bus behind me. I made eye contact with everyone on that bus.
Eight months after my husband's death — five months after his number was recycled — my phone logged a voicemail from it: eleven seconds of his kitchen sounds and one sentence.
A wave of dread hit me at my desk so hard I called my brother without knowing why. He answered mid-fall from a ladder. My call is the only reason he was not alone at the bottom of it.
I use a snore-tracking app. On the night I dreamed about the grey room, it flagged 40 minutes of "speech" — and I live alone.
Two weeks after we buried Rooster, I heard his tags jingle down the hall and felt him jump onto the foot of the bed, exactly the way he had for nine years.
At Dad's funeral we joked he'd 'send a robin like the mugs say.' Within a week, one robin took up residence at each of his four children's homes — four cities, same behaviour.
A week of dreams put me in a grey meeting room facing three interviewers and one impossible question about bridges. The real panel matched the dream — chair squeak and all.
I hit the cattle guard at 11:04 and the next thing I knew it was 11:26, my hazard lights were on, and my truck was facing the way I had come.
As a new night nurse I was told: 'when they reach up with both hands, call the family.' I've now seen the reach eleven times. It has never once been wrong.
When my dog vanished, I dreamed him sitting under an upturned rowing boat past three blue fences. Two days of searching the wrong places — then I found the fences.
I bought a beautiful old mirror at an estate sale. Movement in it lagged, a heartbeat behind the real room. One night my reflection stayed still after I turned away. I covered it. I still hear it under the sheet.
A friend took me to a place I had never been. Before we sat down I knew the crack in the third tile, the broken clock stuck at 4:20, and that the waiter would drop a tray. He did.
A stranger sat beside me at the late bus stop and greeted me by my full name, then listed my street, my work hours, and my dog's name, smiling, as if we were old friends. I had never seen him before.
My parents had one song. It played on the hospital radio as Dad died — and it interrupted programming, wrong and unannounced, as Mum's funeral car turned into the cemetery.
After dreaming the sequence 7-31-4 for a week I played it in every lottery going and won nothing. Then I ran out of fuel outside 731 4th Street — where my life turned.