The Woman Between the Headstones
I cut through the old cemetery every night after my shift. For years it was nothing. Then a woman in grey started waiting at the same grave, and started looking up.
I cut through the old cemetery every night after my shift. For years it was nothing. Then a woman in grey started waiting at the same grave, and started looking up.
An ordinary Tuesday, an overwhelming urge to phone my mum 'before nine' — she laughed at me mid-call, then the line clattered, and my early call became the reason help arrived in minutes.
I counted eleven magpies on the ridge tiles before breakfast. My grandmother went white and told me to unplug everything. That afternoon our kitchen caught.
A voice on the handheld said our group name and told us to descend immediately. Forty minutes later the weather turned and the ridge was unsurvivable.
The maid of honor stood up, raised her glass, and confessed, into the microphone, that she and the groom had been together three weeks earlier. The couple was not yet legally married. They never became so.
His profile said airline captain, six foot two, flies to Tokyo weekly. The man who stood up was five foot six, fifteen years older, and wearing a sunglasses kiosk polo. His name was Gary.
The girl I grew up calling my cousin, best friends since nappies, matched me on a DNA site as a full sibling. Our mothers — sisters — had a secret arrangement no one was meant to uncover.
We pegged it on flat gravel. In the morning the pegs were still in the ground, in a neat rectangle, eight feet away from the tent.
Halfway to work, a sentence arrived in my head like an order — turn around, check on your brother. I broke every traffic rule; his kitchen was already full of gas.
My daughter grieves a farm and a brother named Peter that belong to no life she has lived. She has a mark on her wrist she calls where the wire caught her, and she cried the day we drove past a field she said used to be hers.
I picked him up outside the park gate. Sixty miles later he thanked me by name — my childhood nickname, which nobody alive uses.
Eleven years of clean reviews, gone because a turkey club went missing from the fourth floor fridge and my badge was the last one to open the kitchen door.
For a whole week I kept picking up my phone a second before it lit up, and it was always my mother. Then came the night I answered a call that had not started yet.
She wheeled a fully decorated, still-lit Christmas tree up to my returns desk in March and demanded her money back. There was tinsel. There was a candy cane. There was no receipt.
I went under at the reservoir and stopped fighting. There was a dark tunnel and a light, and my grandmother, gone twelve years, told me it was not my turn. Then hands pulled me up.
Renovating, I pulled off an old radiator and found a folded note taped behind it. In shaky handwriting: "If you are reading this, do not sleep in the back bedroom. I am sorry. I could not sell it any other way."
I bought the ancestry test to map my Irish side. It matched me, instead, to a 'close family — uncle' I'd never heard of — and my father went white, then told the truth for the first time.
The keycard clicked green, the door swung open, and a stranger sat straight up in the dark of the room I had paid for. What followed involved a very confused night manager, a missed dawn flight, and a lot of shouting.
Deployed to an old base built over an even older one, we slept in barracks that housed men before us -- and, some of us swear, still did. I did not believe in ghosts until the night the third bunk answered back.
Every time I stepped off the trail, a stone hit a tree ahead of me. Nine hours. Always ahead. Never once behind.